Do you know. How this very place suck the soul out of me. I could feel my lungs being squeezed and compressed till I'm being emptied out of air. I need air. Gasp. I can't breathe. You let go and I swallowed the air like a hungry wolf, my chest's expanding and contracting like a spasmodic machine, falling in and out of pace. The brain's pushing. Thumping hard against the thick neat skull. I could feel my blood gushing through every arteries and capillaries. My forehead, reaching an impressive boiling point. The beast in me yelled out. Weeping hard, I yearned to rip myself apart and demolish every single building block that I am made up of. It was a hard task. All I could do is to cry it my heart out. Flip myself inside out. And wrung me out real dry. Evil thoughts creeped up to my mind boldly. It was a far cry from swearing the shit ass out of a person. It was actions that were deadly for one to carry out. I know all I had to do was endure. How long more? How exactly long more? Can this place hold my sanity any further? Home only takes place in the company of friends. Family whom we truly cherish and love one another.