I realised you can never dictate things to go your way unless you pick up the courage to do so. It has been wishywashy, pretty much of a conflict of the positives and negatives but I am feeling like a teddy who just got hugged. Snuggled up and warm in the heart. To brave through this storm, required more than just love around but simply my own perseverance and positive mindset, accompanied with a generous heart to let things die down on its own. If only this stays, I'll be saint. It will be a matter of time, and I shall wait. Waiting, watching the pendulum swings and the minute hand ticks. The world spins on its axis and I am still on my feet. The tip of my index fingers and my thumb touched, while my eye peep through the geometrically magical ∆, seeming to feel like I've got the whole world in it. Age, comes with time.